Friday, June 8, 2012

Flashbacks

The flashbacks consumed me yesterday evening to the point when I could breathe again I was wondering why my father didn't just pull the trigger when he had the gun to my head. I ended up taking my anxiety medicine just to make it through the night. Now I feel like a huge failure. My eyes are still puffy from the crying I did. I slept with all the lights in the house on just like the scared little girl I was feeling like.

1 comment:

  1. Well I'm glad he didn't then I would have never had the chance to know wonderful you. You are not a failure you are amazing and strong and brave, sending many hugs your way

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